Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery…

February 27, 2008

love

Filed under: Dailys, Thoughts & Feelings — jassica @ 3:39 am

None of the shows that I’ve watched so far has define that moment so precisely and so beautifully. Wow.

When I saw that moment, I just feel like crying. ha ha.. I know, damn corny.. But really,

if anyone ever asked you what exactly is love,

go play that scene. They will understand.

I wish I can experience that just once. But right now everything is enough and I’m contented with what I have..

February 26, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — jassica @ 3:25 am

It’s weird how I’ve dreamt of the same things these two days. Yet it was a different scenario from the past. It’s a good thing though =)

we’ve talked so much.. and i feel really close and comforted.. we are meeting up for midnight coffee haha.. and i explained to him about the whole situation and he understands.. and now i can breath a sigh of relief because there’s someone else to bear the task of talking instead of me..

hmmm it’s been i think 6 years man.. 6 long years to come to this stage of friendship.. what a tiring journey but well worth the effort..

he’s the only person besides Alan of cos that can be self-centred and i don’t care.. most of the time anyway

February 24, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — jassica @ 12:01 pm

It’s easy to think others as stupid because most people do not have a sense of pride or dignity about themselves..

But people talk about others to seek self-comfort in their own inferiority.

Encouraging team spirit is merely a way of uniforming unique individuals and making one feel small. Although you won’t feel that way when you are in it.

The louder one behaves in a group or behind a mask of anonymity on the internet, you will know how inadequate they find their lives..

Spend a day in a crowded public car park and you will learn patience.. The fighting and ugly scenes over a car park lot and the ugliness of humans are all on display..

February 22, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — jassica @ 2:40 am

One single event shouldn’t justify your whole life. So don’t let it.

Most of the time, it’s a matter of thinking too much..

February 18, 2008

Filed under: Dailys — jassica @ 10:55 pm

When you grow up among fairytales, fluffy clouds and Neverland, you are bound to have a false sense of what reality should be.

Your reality is harsh but yet balanced. You understand that the misery of reality is bound to hurt but you also understand that humans should always strive for perfection. Your sense of reality ended up warped.

Warped by a sense of justice, equality and humanity. Hurt by people who don’t comprehend it, especially loved ones who mocked at your beliefs.

Fairytales only exist in your childhood, my dear..

Wake up to the reality. The reality is never ideal and will never be. Don’t try to be idealistic for you will end up being hurt by the very ones you love.

They will hurt you with all that they’ve got, as if they love you as much as they hate you. But don’t get it wrong, they don’t hurt you because they hate you. For in their own little weird ways, they hurt you because they love you. The more they hurt you, the more love you gained.

Would you want to risk a chance, or would you rather share your fairytales alone?

It’s always a question, yet it’s always an answer.

Warped, self-sustaining relationship

Filed under: Uncategorized — jassica @ 6:53 pm

One where one party has done a grave mistake. Where amendments and forgiveness have to be undergo every single day.

One where one party think himself God. Where inferiority are mixed with superiority every single day.

One where one party grew up in an environment of self-fostering egotism.

One where control and poise are sorely lacking.

February 14, 2008

boo

Filed under: Dailys — jassica @ 3:55 am

Polariod is not producing polariod cameras and films anymore.. so buy one as keepsake =))

i just finished typing a whole load of project details for my group cause basically we were aimless and nobody was leading the team.. hopefully it will get better cause i really like this class and the people too..

most of my classes this sem rocks except for one.. i was forced to join this group for this class and the 4 people in the group are good friends and basically have the same schedule.. so i can’t attend a lot of meetings and such.. and you know most people are not rational creatures.. they blame everyone for everything.. so i will hate it if they keep blaming me.. sighh..

hope it’s ok.. ooohh i asked my friend to design my website for me.. it’s done.. go check it out.. http://www.thehometutors.net

=))

February 11, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — jassica @ 9:22 pm

I’m a perfectionist so I worry about things a lot.. And that’s really bad.. It gets me in a bad mood the whole day..

Like I want to get our business started now so I wouldn’t be out of a job when I graduate because I don’t want to go into banking unless I have no choice. I worry about our living place because right now we can’t afford to rent a whole house yet.. And shifting my stuffs here and there everyday, every week is just very tiring and tedious.. And if I were to continue to stay at home, there’s problems with my brother’s sleep, the wireless, me going out late, etc..

Everything just gives me a headache.. And school well, so much to read on top of my regular tuition..

i wish i had a break.. or at least more money heh.. i really envy those people who can just sit there and use their parents’ money.. they don’t know how hard it is to make money and survive..

February 10, 2008

Sum

Filed under: Dailys — jassica @ 7:36 pm

Rushing work through CNY.

Tests and projects coming up.

Feeling guilty over my parents.

Finding ways to earn more money.

Doing groundwork for new business.

Managing precious little time.

Yep, that pretty much sums up my days…

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