JC rocks

damn cute. you know this guy i used to like in jc.. the captain of the basketball team bla bla.. apparently he’s as popular as ever cause he went back to teach pe or something and you can see all these girls gushing over him and everything..

to think i was once like that.. i really think it’s damn dumb how i got to know him.. i think cy would know the best cause she’s my pal in crime during jc days..

i think i saw him playin bball once and i was mesmerized lol cause i love basketball especially when u look cool playing that.. and so i got his number from a friend and msged him out of the blue.. totally not knowing each other HAHA.. and then we sort of got to know each other and everything.. i think cy was more excited than me when ever i received an sms from him in school hahah.. especially one where i didn’t msg him for quite some time i think cause i was preoccupied with something else and he msged to ask why i’m so indifferent to him nowadays.. haha classic man..

those were the days.. man i miss jc like hell.. jc was the center of my life.. grr uni sucks.. at least until a certain someone comes to my uni

happiness

I just found a new incentive to wake up early =D

On another note, I didn’t go work today cause basically I’ll be going there to do the same stuffs as what I’m doing now but less comfortable heh..

and yay i’m gonna get a 350z.. i mean it’s not soon but it’s coming lalala.. We checked out the cars and compared. and basically it’s either an evo 9 or a 350z cause the torque for both cars are quite high. although an evo is 2 l but the 350z is 3.5l which is way cool.. tho the 350z is wayyyy expensive and road tax and everything is a killer.. but that’s our aim and we’re going to work towards it can’t wait..

we were seriously considering to get an evo9 cause of the uber high performance.. but i think we like the car to be gorgeous too so there heh..

so exciting!! gonna partayeee..

happiness

I just found a new incentive to wake up early =D

On another note, I didn’t go work today cause basically I’ll be going there to do the same stuffs as what I’m doing now but less comfortable heh..

and yay i’m gonna get a 350z.. i mean it’s not soon but it’s coming lalala.. We checked out the cars and compared. and basically it’s either an evo 9 or a 350z cause the torque for both cars are quite early. although an evo is 2 l but the 350z is 3.5l which is way cool.. tho the 350z is wayyyy expensive and road tax and everything is a killer.. but that’s our aim and we’re going to work towards it can’t wait..

we were seriously considering to get an evo9 cause of the uber high performance.. but i think we like the car to be gorgeous too so there heh..

so exciting!! gonna partayeee..

Unrealistical dreams

I’ve no idea how to describe my friend’s thoughts. But it’s pretty insane for me.. Let me set the background first.. He’s basically a 17 year old kid who I think stopped his secondary school education. Or maybe he’s just rolling around the system. But anyhow, his parents are normal peeps who’s making a day to day living.

So what’s the problem? Well not exactly a problem. BUT. He has these thoughts that he is going to get a pagani soon or a lambo in the future or a ferrari and so on…

Look at it this way, me, as much as I can possibly earn, the car I can most probably get would be a cheapest Ferrari or maybe a Porsche. Unless by some freak accident my business goes well, that’s another story. But the point is, at this point in life, when ya 17, you don’t really have much going for you. Basically if you are not doing well in school ya screwed. Unless you are like some genius kid, who does not like to do well in school, that’s another story.

And I just hate to burst his bubbles sometimes, but he’s being rather unrealistic. And I’m so flabbergasted so I’ve no idea how to reply to him sometimes. I mean a Pagani? The entire Asia there’s only two I think. One’s with Tommy Goh and the other, Aaron Kwok. So how on earth is he going to get one I’ve no idea. I mean one can definitely dream, I’m all for it. In fact I’m dreaming half the time myself. But don’t convince yourself in the process that ya going to get a Ferrari or Lambo just like that. The loan for a Ferrari alone can go up to $6k a month besides the horrendous road tax and servicing which can definitely go up to $70k a year. Sigh…

I’m just speechless. bleah

I know what I am so restless these few weeks. It’s because I’m bloody bored that’s why I start to have all these weird thoughts and actions. I think once I’m busy again I’ll stop being busy with these thoughts

Thoughts Past and Present

It’s so weird how people always assume you want something that is the furthest from your mind right now… Sometimes what you want may not be the best for you and why can’t you have another then. You know what, I so do not like to be with crushes unlike other people. I know some girls do think they are in heaven when they get with their crushes or something but I’m so not that kind of person. I like to be the best friend kind.. as some movie which I can’t remember said, I want to be the one to catch him when he falls and not demand anything else from him but his sorrows..

haha I think I’m bloody drama these days. Alright nvm.. But I’m quite happy to be preoccupied in memories and past events I think..

I’m looking for ways to change engine now.. because it’s illegal in singapore lol… ok just a thought

is it wrong that I’m so uber hyper now and so hyped up on my memories.. Sooo weirded out.. I can’t wait for wednesday’s zouk cause I wanna go out.. I mean work is fun and all but it’s still work yeah.. Hoping my prayers for a particular something to work! Well it’s better mine than somebody else. At least my sorrows are mine to bear..

I think I’m just bored.. That’s why I have all these free time to think of stuffs that are extremely bo liao..

I wanna move house because my room is in a bloody mess and I just like everything to be nice and neat so I can find my clothes and everything else I need.. boohoo.. I’m in the midst of my diet plans now haha.. I’m planning to lose 1 kg a week and I did it right today haha.. Alan and I went to Tung Lok at East Coast for dinner.. oh yeah we saw this rather pretty silver lambo parked outside.. Anyhow dinner was great and I only ate half a bowl of rice! haha..

Fitness here I come….

argh now that i just whined to zy im quite annoyed.. so i decided to whine here hahah..

well i was quite annoyed because.. ok ytd i met with clifton and all right.. so when i got there. clifton was like “you asked all of us out you got to tell us what u want to do right”.. the thing is.. how i know clifton and how this thing came about was basically he viewed my profile on friendster.. so i sent him a message saying his car pic was nice.. and then he added me as a friend.. n he said he added me as a friend cause my profile was locked.. BUT my profile is opened to everyone.. well anyway.. he said he wanted to see my car so i said i wanted to see his too.. so we decided to meet up n to ask leo along as well..

and yesterday he said that as if this whole meeting was my idea.. and i so dont want leo to think i staged this entire thing to ask him out which is so not true.. because i’ve already plans to meet up with him after his exams without clift.. argh and i didn’t have any ulterior motive!!!

and then clifton was asking me how we know each other as in me and clifton.. so i said what i just narrated above.. and he was like ” i added you on friendster??” it just sounded like i harrassed and stalked then added him.. well something like tt anyway and that’s so not the impression i wanna give leo because it’s so not true.. argh..

but clifton is a really nice guy.. haha he’s super considerate to his gf.. which is great for a guy

today

Was a rather interesting night I think. Met up with Clift, Pearly (who is Clift’s gf) and Leo.. Actually just got back from east coast.. It was hmm interesting haha.. because sometimes it was rather awkward as… pearly doesn’t know leo.. clift and leo doesn’t seem to meet up much.. i dont know clift and pearly.. lol.. ok it’s a mess.. but somehow we managed okayyy.. actually we met up to view their cars and mine.. and was quite an eye-opener.. i was the bloody ignorant one cause i dont know much about cars while the three are quite fierce on the subject haha.. the girl especially.. so nice!!! i wanna know more.. but she’s a poor thing cause she had like flu and stuffs.. and she cannot really talk..

oh well it’s a fun night cause u learn bits and pieces about cars and stuffs.. although that clift kept imparting life principles to me or something… do i look that young??? i hope i don’t appear that immature hahaha..

anyway i think i’m at half peace now cause the feeling’s different from past and that’s good..

i’m bored bored bored.. but i guess things have been on a roll recently.. work is going well.. damn fun actually with my colleague around.. haha she n i are nuts.. i think we spend more time going out of office then actually in it.. i just had my interview for scholarship today.. i think it went pretty well although i highly doubt i’ll get it cause my results suck.. socially, things are good.. i hope? hahah.. i’m just bloody on cloud nine drugs these days.. but then you know what they say, the happier you are, the sadder you will become later.. yeah yeah.. silly little crushes are bothering the hell out of me.. and impulse! i hate my impulsiveness.. i hate that i just blobbed out everything to someone and feel embarrassed after that.. i’m a silly dummy..

fatness

i’m seriously so tired of being fat.. and as much as i can blame alan, i kinda blame myself for it as well.. since he jioeed me out to supper and ya da ya da.. i gained at least 8kg.. frickin hell, most of my clothes can’t even be worn.. so…

i’m going running.. just that i’m waiting for him to get back cause east coast is a little dark and yes i’m scared.. haha.. especially after yesterday’s stories..

i seriously like my colleague.. haha she makes working life fun..